From word to sentence

2011-01-22T10:34:00.001-08:00

Imagine the person you treasure the most

how you kiss her lips

if she's gone, you're a ghost

When she's close, you're alive

and you kiss her again

but if she runs away

you won't be the same

Imagine when you both say good bye

you kiss her lips

back then it was fine

But when you say hello

after all you've been through

Cannot kiss once more

It's all over for you

Cry in bed with broken wings

2011-01-09T07:27:00.000-08:00

I'm pale like snow and so very fragile,

if you play too much I'm sure I'll break

I used to fly far up high but here I lie in bed,

a folded piece of paper with heartache

Returned from a journey, a journey with you

Strong wind and you were so uplifting

I must admit I had great fun, but even a star will fall

In my head thoughts are constantly shifting

And once I hit the ground there were scrubs on my knees,

the bruises in heart made me cry

"I can't believe you let me fall from that height!",

I thought as I glanced at the sky

Hoped to get up there, to again hold your hand

but you left me to be a windless kite

Now here I lie in my bed, a folded piece of paper,

cursing myself through the night

Remembering a journey, the wind I fell in love with,

my memories are here to provoke

I'm pale and I'm fragile, you knew very well

but still you played with my guts until I broke

You can fix a kite once it's broken

but how can it beautifully fly

when the scars are still hurting unspoken

and the desire of flying has died

Uncertain romance

2010-12-25T13:44:00.000-08:00

The things that you say, all the things that you do

Makes an impact on me, now I'm falling for you

but I dont' know how

I should tell you this

it's hard when you have to guess

What do you feel?

It's hard on me

when you pull my arms in two different directions

At first you say you wanna make this work

but in your eyes there is something else

Who is that other one you think of

when you close your eyes

Wanna be the only one to hold your hand

and kiss those lips of yours

The things that you say, all the things that you do

Makes an impact on me, now I'm falling for you

but I don't know how

I should tell you this

it's hard when you have to guess

What do you feel?

What do you feel when I hold your hand

or pull you closer

I don't understand

If you're not inlove, then what game do you play

It's hard when you have to guess

What do you feel?

Don't make me fall for you

if you're not gonna catch me

This stupid hesitation

2010-10-12T01:10:00.000-07:00

Trying to be beautiful for you
but you look to the other way
I hold your hand, you know I do
why aren't you holding it back

I've done some stupid things, I know
but felt bad while thinking 'bout you
Right now I don't know what to do
I just don't know what to do

Trying to be beautiful for you
but you look to the other way
I hold your hand, you know I do
still you're not holding it back

Want you to hold me so tight
and not let go 'till we feel alright

Try to look beautiful for you
Am I not beautiful to you?

Heavy words

2010-08-12T09:53:00.000-07:00

Words

worth a thousand punches

knock me down

Sentences

so filled with anger

how they push me down

I'm scared of you

you are the monster

lurking in my head

Do you know

you are the reason I cry

when I go to bed

You cut me to pieces

You stab my eyes so I can't see

You feed on my esteem until I'm empty

You say the words that makes me wanna scream

But I feel weak

Hatred

floating deep inside me

pointed at myself

Dread

I can feel it growing

but I don't have the strenght

To shut you up

when you burst out

Instead I start to cry

Want to kill myself

when I break down

oh so pitiful am I

You cut me to pieces

You stab my eyes so I can't see

You feed on my esteem until I'm empty

You say the words that makes me wanna scream

But I'm still weak

2010-07-23T15:34:00.000-07:00

Hon går baklänges längs samma väg

en väg hon fastnat på

Hon ser inte framtidens välkomnande blickar

bara dåtidens tårfyllda farväl

Utan någon att påminna henne

"du är bra, glöm inte det"

gör sig bara den sorgsna tåren synlig

där den faller ner längs kinden

Jag tar hennes hand

försöker dra henne tillbaka

blicka framåt

men hon gör sig bara illa

För van vid sin baklängesgång

för envis för att blicka framåt

se de välkomnande blickar som vill säga henne

"du är bra, jag kommer aldrig glömma det"

hon faller bara i farten

men tåren faller hårdare

Skrubbsår på knäna

ännu ett ärr som satte sig för djupt

lika bra att gå tillbaka till sin väg

tycker hon

ingen tycks förstå hur svårt det kan vara

att gå framlänges

när alla andra ler

så ynklig hon ser ut att vara

flickan som går där, baklänges,

längs en väg hon fastnat på

Men så stark hon skulle vara

om hon såg vad andra såg

"Du är bra, vi älskar dig så."

2010-05-17T01:20:00.001-07:00

It's not that I can't feel your song
It's not 'cause you don't fly
It's just that when I hear your voice
you make me want to cry

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2010-03-26T13:00:00.001-07:00

Running down her cheek
a single drop of the cry she feels everyday

How can we believe
in what's not there to see

Hard to believe what you see
Hard to see what you believe
in yourself, be strong
enough to move on

Quit telling yourself 'bout a weakness
that's gone, ain't no more
you are not alone
you are never alone, so

Scream, if that's what you need just
Scream, no one is pulling you back
from yourself
we all can tell you want to
Scream, that's what you need

Dedicated

2010-03-22T09:18:00.000-07:00

Is the wind pushing you harder today
or are you just not as strong?

2010-03-04T05:20:00.000-08:00

I can't seem to find the right words to put in my mind
when I'm thinking of you
I lit a candle for you while I look at my memories
I did not realize
It'd be the last time I saw you

But We will still smile
and We will still laugh
and We will still love you

Rest in pieces

2010-02-02T04:31:00.000-08:00

As I look out my window
Snow is falling
I'm falling apart
Outside in the cold

Been gone for a while now
but I still can't believe it
Whenever I need it
you won't be there

Watch me over my shoulder
Make me feel safe
Hold my hand and say it's okay
Stand right beside me
don't go away
Watch me over my shoulder
Over my shoulder

Caught a flake on my tongue now
it's melting apart
like the memories of you
slowly fading away

Don't know how I should feel
Should I laugh, should I cry
Wanting you to come back
But that's not happening

Watch me over my shoulder
Make me feel safe
Hold my hand and say it's okay
Stand right beside me
don't go away
Watch me over my shoulder
Over my shoulder

Watch me over my shoulder
Make me feel safe
I'll look at the sky
as my pain goes away
Will remember you always
The love that you gave
Watch me over my shoulder
Over my shoulder

2010-01-27T07:55:00.000-08:00

Who can stop the snow
wherever it goes
whenever it goes
I can't stop loving you
wherever you go
whenever you go
I turn around

2010-01-26T12:10:00.000-08:00

Forever will you be there, lifting the weights of a heavy heart When the beautiful morning ceases to amaze me, still there will you stand But if you are gone the days turn so lonely, the mind aches while thinking of tearing to pieces apart The rest of what's left of the soul, of the thought in a friends heavily burdened and now dying heart.

If only

2010-01-17T06:30:00.000-08:00

This is not what you'd like to call
a song about those
who're not willing to stay
but unable to go

It's not a song about trouble
or a song about love
well at least not in the matter
of wanting someone

It's not friendship in disguise
it's not the rhythm of the wind
It's simply me and my guitar
wanting to give you something

This is my
song about a girl
with a smile of a thousand stars

Need you to know that I am grateful
for everything you do
even when you don't say a thing
I feel you smiling at me

I'm still playing on the same chords
and you're not even here
but this is what I wanna give you
it's your melody

This is my
song about a girl
with a smile of a thousand stars
It's not any other love
than the love for a friend
with a smile of a thousand stars

Distract

2010-01-09T03:27:00.000-08:00

You gotta scream against the violence
don't look at them in silence
If you don't know what to do, just open your mouth
You gotta scream against the violence
don't leave them there in silence
Never stand there still, as if you approve
You gotta scream against the violence
Scream against the violence
Scream against the violence
You gotta scream against the violence
don't look at them in silence
Just scream against the violence

Just scream

2010-01-02T14:39:00.000-08:00

I left today
without looking back at you
It's hard to say
but I don't know what to do

When I remember what we had
don't wanna fall in my own sorrow
I only have one thing to ask
Will I still be dead by tomorrow?

Another step
in a direction I don't know
I turn away
but the sky isn't blue where I go

When we were holding hand in hand
yours was just a hand I could borrow
I only have one thing to ask
will I still be dead by tomorrow?

I'm tired of doing this
I don't what it is
but I can't take it
I'm tired of seeing you
Feels like you're hunting me
and there's nowhere to hide
I'm tired of the things that I feel
hard to believe it is real
when I wake up screaming
I'm tired of seeing you
no matter where I go
you're always hunting me

Learning of life

2009-12-03T10:29:00.000-08:00

Why so frustrated
little tiny girl
You are wearing your mothers shoes
and they won't fit
Snow melts on your cheek
stars are aiming for your eyes
but a little tiny girl
doesn't know of what matters

Dancing with the sun
burning in the eyes
Hiding from the rain
drowning in disguise
Running from the wind
blowing through the hair
Little tiny girl
you have a lot to learn

Let the sense be the love of your life
Do not see what is not there
Live while you're being alive
Survive when you think you will die
Little tiny girl
the world moves against you
Little tiny girl
but oh, so do you.

2009-10-17T13:55:00.001-07:00

Pretending is hard on me.

A fake truth is a true fake

2009-05-04T10:20:00.000-07:00

Once upon a time there was a little fairy tale
A fairy tale who mostly seemed simple, cliché and pale
There was something with this story, something seemed to be depending
The problem with this fairy tale was that it had to many endings

In one ending the princess would go and find her love
In another they would die and live happy high above
But no matter which story you've decided to believe
The false and happy message was always to receive

I'd like to tell a story. A story more to say it's true
It's where grass is not so green and skies aren't very blue
The ground is yet on fire and the sky is painted gray
It's a sad and sorry world but it is here I'm born to stay

People aren't very honest, it's the honesty that's fake
But asking them to tell the truth would be a terrible mistake
Their status and their appearance is for all they really care
In an etarnal world of beauty an ugly kid would live in fear

Look where the world is going
Nature's not going our way
We wan't it to be pretty
But this life ain't here to stay
The days are getting darker
But as long as the moon is clear
I'll fight this war against you
Through every river, every tear

Won't come out again

2009-05-02T02:15:00.000-07:00

Hello there, my friend! Welcome to my happy place
I live in a bubble, here is plenty of space
The door to the left is the door to my room
It's where I live in glory when you think it's gloom
Inside my bubble I scream and I shout
No matter how loud it will never come out
People are passing me by everyday
No one stop and listen to things that I say
But one time, you see, there was this little boy
He laughed at me, pointed, thought I was a toy
When I saw him I thought that he must be a prince
But I realized something, haven't spoken to him since
Sometimes in my dreams I can see him pass by
His beauty, his glory got wings, he can fly
With his smile and his finger, he's laughing outloud
And he's pointing at me and he's looking so proud
I'm feeling confused. "What's he laughing about?"
So I look down and find that my heart has come out
It's broken and bleeding, I don't understand?
When did all this happen? Is it something he planned?
In my dream I turn and I'm starting to run
I thought that he loved me. He did it for fun
Inside my bubble I've decided to stay
Not even with him will I come out and play

Scream in silence

2009-05-01T13:10:00.000-07:00

When every day's a broken dream
When children cry and grownups scream
When the sun is hiding behind a cloud
When you want to shout but are not allowed
When you're feeling heavy inside your chest
When you walk away and it's for the best
When a voice is calling from far away
When you need to go but have to stay
When you give someone a second glance
When you're all alone and don't stand a chance
When you're screaming for help but you get no respond
When you need to flee, don't know what comes beyond