lördag 22 januari 2011

Imagine the person you treasure the most
how you kiss her lips
if she's gone, you're a ghost
When she's close, you're alive
and you kiss her again
but if she runs away
you won't be the same

Imagine when you both say good bye
you kiss her lips
back then it was fine
But when you say hello
after all you've been through
Cannot kiss once more
It's all over for you

söndag 9 januari 2011

Cry in bed with broken wings

I'm pale like snow and so very fragile,
if you play too much I'm sure I'll break
I used to fly far up high but here I lie in bed,
a folded piece of paper with heartache
Returned from a journey, a journey with you
Strong wind and you were so uplifting
I must admit I had great fun, but even a star will fall
In my head thoughts are constantly shifting
And once I hit the ground there were scrubs on my knees,
the bruises in heart made me cry
"I can't believe you let me fall from that height!",
I thought as I glanced at the sky
Hoped to get up there, to again hold your hand
but you left me to be a windless kite
Now here I lie in my bed, a folded piece of paper,
cursing myself through the night
Remembering a journey, the wind I fell in love with,
my memories are here to provoke
I'm pale and I'm fragile, you knew very well
but still you played with my guts until I broke

You can fix a kite once it's broken
but how can it beautifully fly
when the scars are still hurting unspoken
and the desire of flying has died

lördag 25 december 2010

Uncertain romance

The things that you say, all the things that you do
Makes an impact on me, now I'm falling for you

but I dont' know how
I should tell you this
it's hard when you have to guess
What do you feel?

It's hard on me
when you pull my arms in two different directions
At first you say you wanna make this work
but in your eyes there is something else

Who is that other one you think of
when you close your eyes
Wanna be the only one to hold your hand
and kiss those lips of yours

The things that you say, all the things that you do
Makes an impact on me, now I'm falling for you

but I don't know how
I should tell you this
it's hard when you have to guess
What do you feel?

What do you feel when I hold your hand
or pull you closer
I don't understand
If you're not inlove, then what game do you play
It's hard when you have to guess
What do you feel?

Don't make me fall for you
if you're not gonna catch me

tisdag 12 oktober 2010

This stupid hesitation

Trying to be beautiful for you
but you look to the other way
I hold your hand, you know I do
why aren't you holding it back

I've done some stupid things, I know
but felt bad while thinking 'bout you
Right now I don't know what to do
I just don't know what to do

Trying to be beautiful for you
but you look to the other way
I hold your hand, you know I do
still you're not holding it back

Want you to hold me so tight
and not let go 'till we feel alright

Try to look beautiful for you
Am I not beautiful to you?

torsdag 12 augusti 2010

Heavy words

Words
worth a thousand punches
knock me down

Sentences
so filled with anger
how they push me down

I'm scared of you
you are the monster
lurking in my head

Do you know
you are the reason I cry
when I go to bed

You cut me to pieces
You stab my eyes so I can't see
You feed on my esteem until I'm empty
You say the words that makes me wanna scream
But I feel weak

Hatred
floating deep inside me
pointed at myself

Dread
I can feel it growing
but I don't have the strenght

To shut you up
when you burst out
Instead I start to cry

Want to kill myself
when I break down
oh so pitiful am I

You cut me to pieces
You stab my eyes so I can't see
You feed on my esteem until I'm empty
You say the words that makes me wanna scream
But I'm still weak

fredag 23 juli 2010

Hon går baklänges längs samma väg
en väg hon fastnat på
Hon ser inte framtidens välkomnande blickar
bara dåtidens tårfyllda farväl
Utan någon att påminna henne
"du är bra, glöm inte det"
gör sig bara den sorgsna tåren synlig
där den faller ner längs kinden

Jag tar hennes hand
försöker dra henne tillbaka
blicka framåt
men hon gör sig bara illa
För van vid sin baklängesgång
för envis för att blicka framåt
se de välkomnande blickar som vill säga henne
"du är bra, jag kommer aldrig glömma det"
hon faller bara i farten
men tåren faller hårdare

Skrubbsår på knäna
ännu ett ärr som satte sig för djupt
lika bra att gå tillbaka till sin väg
tycker hon
ingen tycks förstå hur svårt det kan vara
att gå framlänges
när alla andra ler
så ynklig hon ser ut att vara
flickan som går där, baklänges,
längs en väg hon fastnat på

Men så stark hon skulle vara
om hon såg vad andra såg

"Du är bra, vi älskar dig så."

måndag 17 maj 2010

It's not that I can't feel your song
It's not 'cause you don't fly
It's just that when I hear your voice
you make me want to cry