Heavy words

Words

worth a thousand punches

knock me down

Sentences

so filled with anger

how they push me down

I'm scared of you

you are the monster

lurking in my head

Do you know

you are the reason I cry

when I go to bed

You cut me to pieces

You stab my eyes so I can't see

You feed on my esteem until I'm empty

You say the words that makes me wanna scream

But I feel weak

Hatred

floating deep inside me

pointed at myself

Dread

I can feel it growing

but I don't have the strenght

To shut you up

when you burst out

Instead I start to cry

Want to kill myself

when I break down

oh so pitiful am I

You cut me to pieces

You stab my eyes so I can't see

You feed on my esteem until I'm empty

You say the words that makes me wanna scream

But I'm still weak